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STRIPPER’S 2019 PRAYER

Posted in Jones' wisdom with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on January 2, 2019 by tiltdiary

Dear God
2017 was painful — lots of death and loss, lots of pain. 2018 wasn’t as bad but still life and loss — death seems to be always around the corner. Yet, I am very grateful for everything you granted me, for every dollar I earned and could use to make life a little better, saving lives and helping the unfortunate — I still don’t understand who picks who get to be lucky, who gets to sleep in a warm, safe bed, has enough good food to eat and more love than you can imagine, and who decides who starves alone, abandoned, abused, neglected. I might not ever understand, but, hey, once a wise woman told me I need to stop trying to understand everything. It’s impossible to understand.
That brings me to 2019. I still have many hopes and dreams, still many wishes buried deep inside, but they are still there. So I pray that you will give me more strength to let go of my expectations in regards to these dreams and wishes, but also in regards to the humans I will encounter. Let me become a little better each day of letting go of my expectations. And give me patience, not just with myself and my fury children, but with life, humans, more humans, and all humans.
Give me strength to be patiently expectationless.
It’s OK if I am not understanding or still judgemental which I know I will be — hey, nobody is perfect. But as long as I can leave my expectations behind and stay patient, I think it’ll all work out just fine.
And then, dear God, let me have another year of my physical strength and health so I can keep dancing, training, walking, and moving like a 12 year old so I can bring in the cash to take care of my beloved pack, and maybe do more good, and help more unfortunate souls to find forever homes, love, and peace.
And allow me many good stages filled with people who I can inspire, make them feel, think, become alive, and enjoy what I do for them so they are happy to reimburse me generously for my art and effort.
I think that pretty much sums it up for 2019 for me.
Amen.

Yours impatient Jones

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TILT TO THE TOP

Posted in Jones' Fantasies with tags , , , , on November 5, 2013 by tiltdiary

Image-1-1 (2)If you can dream it, feel it, see it, be it … you can achieve it.

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IN FANTASIES, THOUGHTS, AND DREAMS

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , on June 4, 2013 by tiltdiary

“I miss you

I want you

I cannot live without you”

But you have me

My sweet love

I am with you

All the time

And Forever

I am right where you want me to be

In your

Thoughts

Dreams

Fantasies

That’s all you want

That’s all you ever wanted

All you can hadle

All you have the courage for

You miss me

But not enough

To be with me

Just enough to long for me

And thinking you could have me

Is plenty enough for you

You get once more

All you want

 Miss me

Long for me

Dream of me

Think of me

Crave me

Always

And forever

In your

Dreams

Thoughts

Fantasies

You stay safe

I stay lonely

Always

And forever

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ALWAYS AND FOREVER

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , on May 23, 2013 by tiltdiary

I am with you

Always and Forever

You come to me

Tenderly kissing me like only you can kiss me

Loving me like only you can love me

We are together

Always and Forever

I come to you

Passionately kissing you like only I can kiss you

Each exhale of mine engraving my love into your skin

Under your skin

Like an invisible tattoo

I love you like no one else will ever love you

In my eyes you are perfect

The most exciting ordinary man I will ever be with

Together we are magical

We are together

We come to each other

We kiss each other

Make love

In our DREAMS

Always and Forever

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