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A DECADE IN STRIP CLUBS LIVING ON THE EDGE 

Posted in Stripper Secrets with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on February 6, 2019 by tiltdiary

After nearly working for a decade in strip clubs I can honestly say that I have not been able to understand all the lessons, challenges, and experiences that I have been thrown into. Some make sense, others don’t at all, or maybe they don’t make sense yet. Once more, I can say the club as its own microcosm reflect life and possibly the entire universe. Some things appear to be guided by higher powers, other things seem to fall into the category “shit just happens.” And yet, while it gets easier to live and dance — because you get tougher, develop a higher tolerance for bullshit and pain, and learn to take things less and less personal or serious — it doesn’t get more fulfilling nor things flow more effortlessly. Maybe, because you think deeper as you mature, or maybe because it’s my nature to over-think the experiences I cannot make sense of. I wouldn’t say that experience is always a benefit … it is a give and take. You get smarter and safer — or at least you trick yourself into believing it — yet, you let go of your innocence, you lose the adventurous side that made things so exciting, and you lose hope that something big will happen that will positively make your life more worthy. Yet, in the end, it seems nothing significant has really changed or happened, nothing at least on the outside, because you keep dancing and you keep living. As a dancer, stripper, exotic dancer, sexworker you always live life on the edge of complete pessimism and absolut optimism. You have to. The pessimism keeps you safe, and the optimizm makes you survive and look at the most disappointing human encounters as an important lesson you just cannot understand but hope you’ll understand before you die. 

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YOUR PERSONAL BEST-FRIEND-PRETENDER

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , , , , on October 9, 2018 by tiltdiary

I’m just an exotic dancer
Your personal best-friend-pretender
I listen to help you forget
If no one else I will cut you some slack
Or make you remember
Teach you how to be a better family member
I put you at ease
Because I please
I lick away your tears
When I dance I don’t judge you
But I do
Learn to love you
For one night
I make the light shine bright
In all the darkness
I clean up your mess
I am your soul-soother
After you see me your life goes smoother
And I do
For one night only
Love you

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THE STRIP CLUB STAGE — MY PLACE OF MAGIC

Posted in Stripper Secrets with tags , , , , , , , , , , on September 30, 2018 by tiltdiary


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WHITE MAGIC 

Posted in Adventures of Jones with tags , , , , , , , on June 24, 2018 by tiltdiary


Captured by Timothy Dewey @dewey44

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DANGEROUS LIAISONS

Posted in Adventures of Jones with tags , , , , , on October 22, 2017 by tiltdiary

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DUMB STRIPPER

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , on July 7, 2017 by tiltdiary

You think she’s just dumb
But she has chosen to go numb
Flipping her switch
Makes her look like a bitch
Without turning herself off pretending she’s tough
Things would just get inside of her and make it too rough
And when she puts on her high heels
She can make herself believe she won’t feel
She’s dancing on sore feet
Nobody can see her heart does bleed
She’s learned that strippers don’t cry
Instead she’ll tell you she’s high
But that’s a lie
She’s hurting and wishes she could die
She quakes her booty
Often comes across as moody
Climbs the pole like a cat
Her heart inside her chest is fat
Stuffed with black holes and regrets
Wishes she could do it all over
Counting frantically the leafs of clover
Hoping to find one with four
No matter how much money she makes she feels poor
Stripped down to her bare skin
Holding hope for change seems like a sin
Trying to believe in God
She only finds luck in her dog
Only once she breaks her heart
When her times runs out and dog must part
So the cycle will repeat
Till she follows her cold nose and soft feet

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SHADOW DANCER

Posted in Adventures of Jones with tags , , , , , , , on June 25, 2017 by tiltdiary

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