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WHAT IS LONELINESS?

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , , on August 16, 2017 by tiltdiary

A feeling deep inside your chest
Like the plaque and an internal pest
No matter what you do or where you go
You feel that life has pimped you like a cheap ho
No person can sooth your aching soul
Because inside it’s rotten and faul
Nothing will make it better, go away, or get you off the hook
Not even reading the best self-help book
When you stop tasting the sweetness of honey
Nothing will matter, no gift, no amount of money
It’s always cloudy never sunny
Into a giant skunk turns the snow white little bunny
Loneliness hurts like depression
Some can mask it with aggression
Others try to sleep it off
Drink it away like a hacking cough
Numb the pain with some blow
In the end you’re still a lonely crow
There’s no remedy I can share
Except that I know too well loneliness doesn’t care
It’s like a mean nagging troll breathing into your neck
Wanting you to throw in the towel and give up, so what the heck
You ask me how I battle that ugly place inside
I walk, run, cycle, dance, and fight
The only help I know is shifting my pain from the inside out
When your shell is worn down from moving around and about
You’re less capable of worrying and crying out loud
So loneliness creeps deeper and expands its dark cloud
Tucked away further from your thoughts and worry
You think you won the battle with glory
But it is just a short illusion
You soon discover it was a delusion
When it creeps up once again
You know it’ll be there forever like bad lover and abusive man

 

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EARTHANGEL DILEMMA

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , on July 28, 2017 by tiltdiary

An angel stuck on planet earth
Triggers much change and birth
Often new ideas come at a price that’s high
The angel will suffer and won’t be able to fly
With wings cut down or even off
The worldly life hurts much and moves like a sloth
The angel wishes for Nirvana
Yet has to deal with people’s karma
Helping them to live a better life
Feels to the angel daily like being cut with a sharp knife
But destiny is not up for us to choose
So the angel might suffer and her life feels like a giant loose
But it is written to play out like this
Acceptance is her only bliss

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ETERNITY

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , on July 19, 2017 by tiltdiary

I will see you again some day
Then I will chant my Hooray
When finally the bright light will take me away
Soft noses and dainty paws
Will guide me away from the earthly flaws
Into the open and free
From sorrow and pain liberating me
Into your rainbow I will lift
And my longing will stop with the eternal shift
On soft clouds we will float together
Joyfulness and love will be forever
For now I am doomed to stay
My thoughts drift to you my precious Ellie Mae
How painful it is to go on without you on my side
I wish I wouldn’t have to stay back alone in this worldly fight

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DUMB STRIPPER

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , on July 7, 2017 by tiltdiary

You think she’s just dumb
But she has chosen to go numb
Flipping her switch
Makes her look like a bitch
Without turning herself off pretending she’s tough
Things would just get inside of her and make it too rough
And when she puts on her high heels
She can make herself believe she won’t feel
She’s dancing on sore feet
Nobody can see her heart does bleed
She’s learned that strippers don’t cry
Instead she’ll tell you she’s high
But that’s a lie
She’s hurting and wishes she could die
She quakes her booty
Often comes across as moody
Climbs the pole like a cat
Her heart inside her chest is fat
Stuffed with black holes and regrets
Wishes she could do it all over
Counting frantically the leafs of clover
Hoping to find one with four
No matter how much money she makes she feels poor
Stripped down to her bare skin
Holding hope for change seems like a sin
Trying to believe in God
She only finds luck in her dog
Only once she breaks her heart
When her times runs out and dog must part
So the cycle will repeat
Till she follows her cold nose and soft feet

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I CAN HEAR THE SOUND OF SILENCE

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , on July 5, 2017 by tiltdiary

When the sound of silence penetrates your brain
You wish you could take her pain
Letting her peacefully move on
As I secretly long
To join her journey
And satisfy my yearning
To cross over with my love
We both fly like white doves

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TOGETHER FOREVER

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , on June 29, 2017 by tiltdiary

When the soul moves on
They are not simply gone
Their energy stays with us
No question about and nothing to fuss
I know for sure
Because I have eyes that see pure
Into the light
A foggy rainbow brings delight
But staying behind
Is hard and feels unkind
I wish I could join her
I feel it’s not fair
Never enough time
With the ones I call mine
But I still need to serve
And do not deserve
To cross over yet
Sadly I regret
But the day will come
When I go on
I cannot wait
When they greet me at the big gate
And we are together
forever

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GREETINGS FROM DEATH

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , on June 24, 2017 by tiltdiary

It is never easy to let go of true love
As life forces you to do it more often you think you would get tough
But the opposite I find
You become more kind
You start cherishing every split of a second
With the time you have left that you reckon
There are never enough moments left
It feels death is some strange identity theft
Stripping off what defines your soul
That’s why you need to pursue your goal
Understanding what matter the most
So you don’t haunt after the superficial, fleeing ghost
Then when it’s your turn to cross over they will be there as your welcoming host
It’s an honor to cry
When you know they will die
Put a rose on their grave
And remember they would want you to be brave
It’s see you later … not goodbye
We meet again … we all must die

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