Archive for June, 2017

HEARTACHES OF A STRIPPER — WHEN MEN ARE DESSERT

Posted in Jones' wisdom with tags , , , , , on June 30, 2017 by tiltdiary

Most women worry about love, about men, about finding the right man, or leaving the wrong men. Maybe, because of the work in the club my worries have shifted. Or maybe, this happens when you get older, more mature.
I love men, they are fun, but they do not present a worry anymore. I used to worry too, but now a days my heartaches have shifted. Finding the one is noting I believe in. There can be many who could be the one. Yet, it seems the one would not make my life much different.
I wouldn’t want to live without men. They are fun, silly, entertaining … but I would never let my life depend on them. They are dessert, but you only have dessert after a wholesome meal — that’s how I was raised.
Maybe, it’s because I work as a stripper. Maybe, it’s because the strip club changes you. Or maybe, it happens when you get older, or when you fall in love with your life and yourself. Or maybe, it changes you when part of what makes your life moves on. Maybe …

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TOGETHER FOREVER

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , on June 29, 2017 by tiltdiary

When the soul moves on
They are not simply gone
Their energy stays with us
No question about and nothing to fuss
I know for sure
Because I have eyes that see pure
Into the light
A foggy rainbow brings delight
But staying behind
Is hard and feels unkind
I wish I could join her
I feel it’s not fair
Never enough time
With the ones I call mine
But I still need to serve
And do not deserve
To cross over yet
Sadly I regret
But the day will come
When I go on
I cannot wait
When they greet me at the big gate
And we are together
forever

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STRIPPER’S SWEET TOOTH

Posted in Adventures of Jones with tags , , , , on June 28, 2017 by tiltdiary

If you know a little bit about me, you know I love sweets. I was raised on desserts and believe they make my life sweeter. I eat very healthy and conscious. I believe in foods that heal instead of hinder. And when it comes to dessert I make no exception. This is one of my newest discoveries. Try it …

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STRIPPER CONTEMPLATES LIFE

Posted in Jones' wisdom with tags , , , , , on June 27, 2017 by tiltdiary

Sometimes, you just wonder why you are here …
Does everything happen for a reason?
Sometimes, shit just happens …

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ENABLING OR BEING A CATALYST FOR CHANGE?

Posted in Jones' wisdom with tags , , , , , , on June 26, 2017 by tiltdiary

She said to me, “When my daughter gets married and has to deal with a bad husband I will help her to cope with it.” I couldn’t help but reply, “I don’t know if you should help your daughter cope with abuse in case she steps into your footsteps and marries a man who cannot be a good partner. You cannot save her the suffering. But helping her cope with it might rather prolong her suffering. You can be there for her, but supporting someone in their suffering sounds rather strange.”
We cannot spare someone their own lessons. Being someone’s enabler is a very different thing than being there for someone when they go through painful realizations and change.

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SHADOW DANCER

Posted in Adventures of Jones with tags , , , , , , , on June 25, 2017 by tiltdiary

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GREETINGS FROM DEATH

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , on June 24, 2017 by tiltdiary

It is never easy to let go of true love
As life forces you to do it more often you think you would get tough
But the opposite I find
You become more kind
You start cherishing every split of a second
With the time you have left that you reckon
There are never enough moments left
It feels death is some strange identity theft
Stripping off what defines your soul
That’s why you need to pursue your goal
Understanding what matter the most
So you don’t haunt after the superficial, fleeing ghost
Then when it’s your turn to cross over they will be there as your welcoming host
It’s an honor to cry
When you know they will die
Put a rose on their grave
And remember they would want you to be brave
It’s see you later … not goodbye
We meet again … we all must die

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