Archive for July, 2015

AWAITING, PRAYING, WANTING, EXPECTING MY BLUE MOON MAGIC

Posted in Jones' Fantasies with tags , , , , , on July 31, 2015 by tiltdiary

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SECRET LOVE AFFAIR WITH A STRIPPER

Posted in Jones' Poems with tags , , , , , , , , on July 31, 2015 by tiltdiary

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The love, the hate

You think it’ll make you break

The passion, the defeat

It swoops you off your feet

You think you need to surrender and let it die

But the thought alone of letting go makes you cry

You don’t want to feel it anymore

It makes you feel like a slave and a whore

He asks if you put him under a spell

You just want to scream at him and yell

Can he not understand the the way the universe does move

How much more is there to prove

 A fool is full of fear and doubt

Every child knows the sun kiss will kill the trout

There he’s trying to swim on dry land

The only thing that can save him is to reach for my winning hand

 Photography by Ed Magik Photography, http://www.edmagik.com/

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THANK YOU NOTE TO A STRIP CLUB CUSTOMER

Posted in Customers with tags , , , , , , , on July 30, 2015 by tiltdiary

My dear Customer,

I wanted to take the time to express my appreciation to you. You have been my most diligent customer, and because of your persistence a real friendship has developed. The club can sometimes be a scary place to go to. There is often jealousy and many people there that aren’t your friends or fans. But you have been a fan of mine for month now, and it is nice to know you’ll be at the bar when I step early onto the floor to start my shift. We have had many meaningful discussions during my shift, and we don’t always agree. But we don’t have to agree. I think, we both have learned to accept each other for what and who we are. I appreciate you. I appreciate you watching and tipping me when I take the stage. I appreciate your respect towards my wishes not to meet you outside of the club respecting my space and family. Not many customers can do that without feeling angry about my decision. I am glad we are able to be friends and build a friendship where I feel safe — in my territory. Thank you for coming early and understanding that when the club gets busy I need to work. You make my life better, and I think I make yours better. Thank you for seeing me. I see you.

Much love from you private dancer Jones

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SMART DOGS AND SMART STRIPPERS

Posted in Jones' wisdom with tags , , , , on July 29, 2015 by tiltdiary

It seems that as a stripper you always have to prove yourself double hard. You have to show the world despite the fact that you know how to take your clothes off skillfully for money you still have a brain. You have to impress people, and they will judge you like they judge a dog, “Wow, you are really smart!!!”Dogs and strippers are smart, animals feel compassion and have intelligence, and the people who still don’t get that, those people, are the stupid ones. And who are they to judge other species or human kind?

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HONEST THOUGHTS OF A STRIPPER

Posted in Jones' wisdom with tags , , , , , , , on July 28, 2015 by tiltdiary

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Sometimes, I have nothing smart to say.
Sometimes, I don’t want to impress you.
Sometimes, I have no inspiration to give to you.
Sometimes, I hear too many sad stories about how love doesn’t work out.
Sometimes, I am too tired to tell you something exciting.
Sometimes, the days seem too long and the nights seem too painful.
Sometimes, I long for it to be all over, and I wish I can put my head to rest.
Sometimes, I don’t want to think about things, and I don’t want to be smart.
Sometimes, I feel so empty, and I don’t have anything left to give.
Sometimes, life seems too bizarre.
Sometimes, I wish other people would think my thoughts for me.
Sometimes, I want to stop forever.
But
I keep dancing
loving
writing
living
Because
Sometimes is not often enough.

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A STRIPPER AND HER DOG

Posted in Adventures of Jones with tags , , , , , on July 27, 2015 by tiltdiary

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STRIPPER PROMISE

Posted in Adventures of Jones with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on July 26, 2015 by tiltdiary

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I promise myself to never stop flying, to never stop loving passionately, to never stop being who I truly am.

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